Crying out!!!

It's been a long time since i last wrote.. Been a hectic month but it's also a month where there's a breakthrough in the spiritual atmosphere in my life! The prayer meetings really boost up my spirit man and my walk with God is much more closer than it used to be! :D

Felt God's calling in teaching and while the vision is yet to be fulfilled, I'm literally like walking in the wilderness. A wilderness that has to be overcomed inorder to reach the promise land. Like the story goes, while i'm about to reach the promise land, I've heard countless bad reports about the teaching career. So much so that I do feel discouraged at times.. Everything seems to be like hanging in mid air right now as I'm not able to apply for NIE coz my Uni last year results are not out yet. While waiting for the results, I just heard my friend say that my degree might not be recognised at all and there's a possibility that I might be regarded as having A levels only!

At a dilemma now.. on one side, I want to fulfill God's call in my life. On the other hand, my family is heavy in financial debts and is in desperate need for financial breakthrough! Everyday I would be hearing my parents complaining when I will start work coz they really cannot handle the burden already.. Feel really heavy as it's gonna be a big financial burden to carry even before i start earning money.. in debts even before income?

Really need God to show me a clear way.. a way out of this pit of poverty! This pit had been putting me down for so many years and it's really hindering me from reaching out to my destiny! No wonder pastor always emphasise on financial freedom! So dear readers, do keep me in prayer ya? Really need God's supernatural provision to breakthrough!!